{PROLOGUE}

I hate and love the same stuff.
I'm probably just like you.
Only everything you're not.
Omg,does that even make sense?
Yes!

*loves:
{the rain
{the reflections
{the youth
{the agility
{the high
{the playgrounds

*loathes:
{plastics
{boot-lickers
{sister's watch
{back aches
{bugs

i don't ask for much but,
high-flier
bedroom decorations
certain japanese comics and series
baudelaire series
more mercy
promised good life

Afianne
Blogskins.com
Moargh.de
Romance Box
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November 2006[x] December 2006[x] January 2007[x] March 2007[x]

This is for the g1s who've put in all their efforts:

WE LOVE YOU MANY MANY!

Omg it was such a shock and this win has become a great start to kick off with the year!
I didnt wanna sleep to hold onto the moment but i was too tired (:
It was so heartwarming when our cheers were deafening and everyone's jumping for joy.
Sec ones enjoyed themselves very much. This batch of g1s are the most accomplished ones.
4 prizes , like that's whacked man! How cool!

And when we said "1G1 WE LOVE YOU!", they screamed as a class
"WE LOVE YOU TOO!" Cute, man!

And when i was perfecting their cheers before their performance i screamed at their faces
"If you dont believe in yourselves, dont even dream of winning first place"
And then after their performance, when the snrs and jrns were doing the three cheers,
I heard one of the sec ones saying to me,
"We believe in ourselves."

That's all i needed to hear from my little sisters of 1g1.
We're proud of you!

Tonight, i realised that i was wanted and appreciated really really.
I never realised that for fourteen years.
It's not like nobody told me that they appreciate me or that i have low self-esteem,
but sometimes people dont really mean what they say.
Or that when they say it, it's not like as if it's gonna really happen.
But now, it just felt like something so new. (:

And i love love love 2g1, i dont get it why we have to be seperated in sec 3.
I understand lah but the very thought of it is so unfair.
For a long time, 2g1 has always been together, it's like we dont really need anyone else.
Come sec 3 there are faces i really havent seen before althought they're my batch peers.
Which freaks me out. 3c3's fine. but 2g1's love.

So many 2g1's telling me that they wish we'll be together in the same class.
I feel the same way too.
But we'll always, always stay together come what may.

And the world is so beautiful tonight.

2:23 AM

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